The higher our position, the more uncertain we become
" What would you like me to do for you?"
- Mark 10:51
Years ago, when I was promoted to a unit supervisor, I couldn't wait to start my new position. After all, I had already handled the everyday tasks as a staff nurse. I figured what could be so hard about supervising a whole unit of nurses?
My first new task was to learn how to do the schedule. It looked easy to me, just follow the pattern of the old schedule. But I would soon find out things didn't always go according to plan.
On one of my days off I received a phone call that there was a staffing problem because two employees called in sick. Other times someone wanted to take a vacation or a day off. Juggling the schedule to cover shifts meant unhappy workers.
The schedule wasn't my only new duty. In fact, there were several things I hadn't encountered before. I was exhausted with all the new things I had to do. I realized with all the new perks of the position came some not so good things. However, with persistence and time I learned to be a good manager.
Before Jesus healed the sick beggar he proposed a question, "What would you like me to do for you?" He knew the man needed healing, but in this man's case it also meant he'd be living a new lifestyle.
He'd need a job and would have to serve in the community where he lived. Jesus wanted to make sure he was prepared for that.
Many people like the thought of being promoted. But with each promotion comes a new level of responsibility that can cause us to feel insecure and frustrated. We leave a place of comfort and confidence.
The new position in life now leaves us becoming shaky and uncertain. Whether we are promoted to be the boss, the parent, or a new grade (or any other promotion), it requires growth and learning on our part.
However, we have to weigh and measure each opportunity. Sometimes we need to step back. But when we know we are supposed to go forward - if we stay the course through the difficult learning process - we can step up to our new responsibilities and gain new levels of confidence with each small step we take.
• Annettee Budzban is a Christian author, speaker, life coach and nurse. She can be contacted at Annetteebudzban@aol.com or (847) 543-8413.