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Chris Werve
Brian Hill | Staff Photographer
Chris Werve
Brian Hill | Staff Photographer
Chris Werve
Brian Hill | Staff Photographer

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Student in the wrong place at the right time

By Vincent Pierri | Daily Herald Staff

"Pretty freaked out" is the way Chris Werve felt when he first heard about the shootings at Cole Hall.

The 19-year-old music major from Geneva skipped his ocean science class at the last minute. A saxophone player, Werve couldn't pass up an invitation to rehearse with the NIU Jazz Ensemble. They needed a substitute and called him right before class started.

"I was excited when they called," he said. "They are one of the best around. I couldn't pass that up."

At one point during the practice, the drummer raised his cell phone over his head. "He said, 'Hey, I just got a text. There's been a shooting at Cole Hall,' " Werve explained. "It took a couple of minutes for me to realize, I was supposed to be there. I was breathing hard, thinking, 'Oh my God, that could have been me.'"

Watching the news coverage in the hours after the shootings, Werve realized that he would have been sitting in the seats where the others were killed or injured.

"It went through my mind for months. That could have been me," he said. "I had trouble sleeping after that. I guess some people would call it survivor's guilt."

Pondering all of the what-if's, Werve said the platitudes are true. "It's a cliché, but today could really be your last day," he said. "It makes you realize what's important in life. And for me it's music."

Werve said the ordeal helped him clarify his direction in life. He's planning on a career as a high school music teacher and says he wants to enjoy the journey.

"I'm not a very religious person," he said. "But I believe my mom when she said, 'God has a plan. And everything happens for a reason.' "

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